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300  [ Livejournal / PDF ]

Word count:  76,500

Summary: Dean’s life at twenty-four makes him feel like he’s forty—he works two jobs to help pay bills for his house and put his genius little brother through private school, and has spent six years (on and off, let’s be honest) working on his mechanical engineering degree at KU. With so much of his life devoted to his family, Dean has little time in his schedule for class and no time for social interaction. Then, while getting his classes together for the fall, he finds himself in a do-or-die situation: He must take his last literature class now, his spring already filled with those left for his major…except that none of the English classes will fit his schedule. This is how Dean grovels and begs Dr. Castiel Milton to make a special arrangement for him, and Dr. Milton does. 

A Lot Like Falling [ Livejournal / PDF ]

Word Count: 88,900

Summary: Post-Swan Song AU. It’s just your run-of-the-mill monster hunt until Castiel suddenly powers down and loses all his mojo faster than a hooker siphoning petrol from the back of a customer’s truck. Completely lacking any sort of answer as to what the hell is going on, Team Free Will hole up within the safe confines of Bobby’s house, where at the very least there are books, tools, and a steady supply of peppermint tea. It’s pretty damn inconvenient, to be honest - Dean’s already got enough on his plate trying to work out his place in the aftermath of a very anticlimactic Apocalypse, without also having to babysit an angel who is on a daily basis growing ever weaker, sicker, and, by all indications, gayer than a maypole — thanks to Sam’s musical influence. However, as freak snowstorms pin them in place, and as days turn into weeks with no new answers, there are certain truths which must be confronted: that Dean’s frustration runs deeper than cabin fever, that there is a darkness inside Castiel rattling to rear its ugly head, and that the evil seeping into every crevice and corner of Bobby’s house is only getting started.

Absolution   [ Livejornal ]

Word count: 106,000

Summary: Against his better judgement, Castiel offers Dean a way to save Sam. 

❖  All Things Shining [ AO3 ]

Word count: 141,906

Summary: Something in the world is waking up.

It isn’t long before it’s brought to the attention of the Winchesters and Castiel: miracles are spreading across the country, the paranormal seems to be shrinking back on itself—and it all has something to do with the missing prayer book of a traveling preacher who died over a century ago.

Dean is convinced it’s all the lead-up to another Apocalypse; Sam and Castiel aren’t so sure. Regardless, it sends them out on a less-than-typical road-trip, following the Mississippi and remnants of a very old story that seems increasingly to call to them. And along the way the trio learn much more about themselves—and the consequences and origins of love—than they’d ever have anticipated.

Among the Wreck  [ Livejournal / PDF ]

Word count: 110,473

Summary: The fate of the world has been decided and two human vessels are the key to the final battle that will trigger the apocalypse. Not content to leave anything up to destiny, Heaven takes matters into its own hands. But a simple assassination is complicated by the interference of one of their own, leaving the future in limbo and the angel Castiel to pay the ultimate price for his actions. 

But what should be the end is only the beginning. The angel’s fall from grace crash lands him in the body of a young Jimmy Novak as his soul departs. The process leaves Castiel with no memories of his celestial past; he knows himself only as Jimmy Novak, a sickly child whose overnight recovery is nothing short of miraculous. But as Jimmy’s life starts anew, Dean Winchester’s has all but ended.
It’s under these circumstances that these two boys come together and forge a friendship that slowly develops into something more. But their path was never meant to be easy and fate eventually intercedes, thrusting them both into the roles they were always meant to play: the angel and the hunter. The Righteous Man and his Protector. 

An Exercise in Worthless  [ AO3 ]

Word count: 26,547

Summary: "I mean, you’re–” He gestures at Cas, in his neat oxford shirt and nice pants. “–and I’m a high school dropout who tattoos for a living.” Wherein Dean makes a hefty living as a tattoo artist who owns the space next to Gabriel’s cafe. Sam attends the local university. When Gabe’s cousin comes to live with him while starting grad school at Sam’s university, Dean thinks for sure that all his negative karma’s coming to bite him in the ass because Cas clearly has a thing for Sam. No one would ever choose him over Sam. That’s just logic.

Asunder  [ AO3 ]

Word count: 23,817

Summary: Wherefore they are no more twain, but one flesh. What therefore God hath joined together, let not man put asunder. (Matthew 19:6) 

❖ Cas Bakes Dean a Pie [ FF ]

Word count: 346

Summary: Dean is watching a show about pies. Little does he know Cas baked him one?

❖ Castiel’s Star  [ PDF ]   &   Castiel’s Storm  [ PDF ]

Word Count: 135 & 84 pages

Summary: Set in regular world, not spn world. Dean and Castiel were childhood sweethearts until Dean fled their small town and left Castiel behind.Now ten years later Dean has come back to set things right.

Control  [ AO3 ]

Word count:10,975

Summary: Written for the kink meme prompt: “Castiel/Dean Smith (Episode 4x17) After Dean spanks Castiel over his desk for making a typing mistake, he then makes him pull down his trousers and fucks him. (Just watched ‘Secretary’ and loved it.)”

Convenient Husbands  [ Livejournal / Podfic / AO3 ]

Word count: 39,000

Summary: "It’s only temporary, right?" Dean says. "Just until you’re healed up, and then we’ll never have to see each other again. So what do you say, Castiel, do you want to marry me or not?" 

Dean Doesn’t Listen to Eurythmics [ AO3 ]

Word count: 1941

Summary: Dean and Castiel share a bed. It starts out platonic, and then becomes something else. 

❖ Don’t Walk On By [ Livejournal / PDF ]

Word count: 60,000

Summary: Dean works several jobs in order to pay for medical care for Sam who has been severely injured. The day he meets Castiel, Dean’s luck changes, though it is debatable whether it is for the better or for the worse. Castiel is an angel who has been cut-off from heaven to live with Man for a hundred years. Trying to right a wrong, he accidentally hires Dean as his rent-a-boy and learns a thing or two about being human. 

Exceptional Circumstances  [ AO3 ]

Word count: 52,155

Summary: Dean negotiates with Michael instead of outright refusing. He has a year of borrowed angel mojo to set the world right. Can’t be hard… right? 

♥ Ghost Dance [ AO3 ]

Word count: 51,194

Summary: In post-apocalyptic isolation, Castiel nurses Dean back to something like his former self, but will a time come when Dean’s recovered —and rediscovered— too much?

Halosexual  [ Livejournal ]

Word count: 2,442

Summary:spnkink prompt: Dean accidentally discovers that not only does Cas have a halo, it’s a solid part of him, and he likes having it rubbed, with orgasmic results. Bonus points: Castiel’s penis isn’t sensitive at all, and it doesn’t get hard. Angels orgasm differently. 

Have Love, Will Travel  [ AO3 ]

Word count: 94,050

Summary: Castiel Novak is a reclusive writer with a childhood so tragic it’s left him terrified to leave his home—until his overbearing brother, Gabriel, drags him out for a night on the town full of booze and strip clubs, and he encounters Dean Winchester, a mesmerizing and mysterious stripper with secrets of his own. Both men find themselves inexplicably drawn to each other, and soon Dean’s private dances for Castiel become much more, as both men confess their troubles and find solace in each other’s company. But neither can seem to find the courage to take their relationship further than the intimacy of the club’s VIP Room—and just when Dean’s own brother gives him the excuse he needs to finally admit his feelings, Dean discovers something that brings it all crumbling down. Will they find a way past their demons and their trust issues, and back to each other?

How to Romance a Human  [ Livejournal ]

Word count: 4,433

Summary: Castiel consults Cosmopolitan magazine in order to win Dean’s heart. 

♥ Hummingbirds  [ Dreamwidth / PDF ]

Word count: 23,700

Summary: Castiel is rendered mute after being taught a painful lesson, but that enables Dean to learn a few lessons of his own while holding onto something important for him. Elsewhere, someone really loves to count…

In This Secluded Spot I Respond As I Wouldn’t Dare Elsewhere  [ Livejournal / AO3 ]

Word count: 34,040

Summary: It’s 1995, and Castiel’s high school years are destined to be difficult: home-schooled until eighth grade, he is awkward, shy, and socially inept. The weird kid with the funny name would rather isolate himself and draw in his sketchbook than deal with the constant bullying he faces every day. Things only get worse in his junior year when he excels in home economics class, leading the captain of the baseball team, Alastair, to start taunting him for being gay.

Then new student Dean Winchester arrives at Flour Bluff High School, sharing many of Castiel’s classes. Castiel has seen his type before — handsome, athletic, arrogant, and sure to be the most popular kid in school. But Castiel eventually learns that he and Dean have more in common than he thought, and they form an unlikely friendship.

Inevitable Homoeroticism in Spanish Romantic Heroes  [ Livejournal ]

Word count: 41,000

Summary: Dean is a grad student studying for his MA in Spanish literature, and he’s pretty content with his sexuality as it is — that is, fairly undefined and also secret. His attraction to Castiel, a professor to the undergrads, doesn’t seem like a big deal until it becomes a very big deal, and Dean scrambles to keep his head above water.

Jump the Track [ Livejournal / AO3 ]

Word count: 83,300

Summary: High school AU. It’s Dean’s senior year at Lawrence High, and he’s already given up on himself. It takes the arrival of the strange, intense, awkward Castiel Delacroix at the school to prove to Dean that maybe his life is worth saving after all.

 ❖ Just After, But Before [ AO3 ]

Word Count: 8,711

Summary: Just after Purgatory, but before whatever’s next, Dean has a broken angel to put back together.

 Keep Looking for Water [ Livejournal ]

Word count: WIP

Summary: Spn-kink meme fill for soft bdsm / praise kink (sub!dean)

Leap That Makes the Fall [ Livejournal / FF ]

Word count: 59,722

Summary: With no explanation for how or why, Dean and Sam find themselves with a fallen angel on their hands.

Named [ Livejournal / PDF ]

Word count: 95,00

Summary: Jesus Christ is dead. Somehow, that isn’t the worst part of Dean’s week.

 Not All the Way Through [ Livejournal ]

Word count: 4,700

Summary: Castiel’s new life begins and ends with Dean.

❖ Oneiroi [ Livejournal / PDF ]

Word count: 55,023

Summary: There is not a dream Castiel does not know, except this one.

Our Bodies, Possessed by Light [ Livejournal / PDF / AO3 ]

Word count: 42,000

Summary: Purged of all his souls, Castiel is a changed being, stronger than an angel and too powerful for Jimmy’s body to contain. Happily, there’s an archangel’s vessel on hand, and he could use fixing, too. Dean isn’t too happy about the idea of his brother acting as a vessel for Castiel, and Sam can guess why, but it isn’t until Castiel gets inside his head and they learn to share the vessel — and their thoughts — that Sam realises Cas is as in love with Dean as Dean is with him. It’s unfortunate that there’s nothing much to be done about it now, but Castiel will get another vessel soon. The Winchesters will make damn sure of that. In the meantime, it’s up to the three of them to establish their own strange accord, and Dean realises more fully than ever that it’s Castiel, and not his vessel, that he loves.

Out of the Deep [ AO3 ]

Word count: 280k (WIP)

Summary: Stay away from the light-beds. Stay in the deep. It is the first thing hatchlings are taught the moment their fans unfurl and they can swim without their parents to buoy them along. It is the first rule, the first law. It is the beginning of every boogey-monster bedtime story told when they settle against the cliffs to sleep. Castiel should have listened better.

Peanut Butter-Pumpkin Wedding Cake [ Livejournal ]

Word count: 31,000

Summary: The good ones are sometimes assholes and always taken.

Play It All Night Long  [ Livejournal / PDF ]

Word count: 43,000

Summary: The rom-com-ish one where Dean hosts a late night radio show, Castiel is a regular listener of his who starts calling one day and ends up calling more often than not and Dean finds himself liking it. This, until one day Castiel calls for not exactly petty reasons (just before Dean’s brother Sam is visiting with his girlfriend for spring break) and things get very, very crowdy at his place. He also doesn’t know it’s just the beginning of it. Also features Gabriel, Chuck, Andy, the Roadhouse crew and a huge amount of music quoted. Especially Bob Dylan.

Point Pleasant [ AO3 ]

Word count: 172,575

Summary: Dean Winchester grew up in the idyllic town of Point Pleasant, West Virginia. A terrifying encounter with the supernatural during his childhood shaped his worldview and served as the catalyst for his successful career as a bestselling horror writer. Dean left Point Pleasant at the age of twenty, driven from his hometown by rejection and heartbreak, but thirteen years after abandoning his home and family, Dean finds himself drawn back to the town by the promise of investigating the apparent reemergence of the supernatural creature responsible for Dean’s childhood nightmares. Once back in Point Pleasant, Dean is confronted not only by the town’s resident monster, the Mothman, but also by his childhood best friend, Castiel Novak. Together, with Bobby Singer—the old drunk who lives on the edge of town—Dean and Castiel uncover the mystery of Point Pleasant’s Mothman in all its terrifying reality. Point Pleasant is a horror story, but aims to show that the ghosts that haunt us are sometimes made of flesh and blood. And sometimes, they lead us home.

 ♥ Redemption Road [ Livejournal / PDF / AO3 ]

Word count: 650k total

Summary: Virtual Season 7: With Castiel having set himself up as the new God, drunk on power and volatile as a nuclear reactor, Dean, Sam, and Bobby find themselves on the run from the jealous, capricious monster wearing the face of their friend. Desperate for protection and wary of his brother’s mental state since Castiel unlocked Sam’s memories of Hell, Dean knows Castiel must be defused before he can wreak further havoc in Heaven or on Earth. Although Bobby advocates for destroying Castiel by whatever means necessary, Dean is convinced the Cas he once knew still remains, buried somewhere beneath the mass of poisonous souls and calling out for help. Determined to save the angel who once rescued him from Hell and redefined his purpose in life, Dean himself must resist the allure of the false deity vying for his obedience, and come to terms with the knowledge, long-suppressed, that his feelings for Castiel run much deeper than brotherhood. It is this bond, and the dubious distinction of the Righteous Man, that will ultimately grant Dean access to where Castiel’s grace languishes in Purgatory. However, what Dean brings back with him is broken, angry, and only half-angel, certainly not the Castiel he remembers—and nor is it the only thing that returns to Earth with them…

 ❖ Something Stupid [ AO3 ]

Word count: 20,541

Summary: Castiel loses his faith, his mojo and his Dean, and then gets them all back again with the help of a few movie tough guys…

The Consequences of Falling [ AO3 ]

Word count: 37,144

Summary: A story in fifteen parts, in which the angel Castiel finds himself put in an untenable position, and consequentially loses his grace. In which he goes on a roadtrip with a demon, discovers the delights of tequila and french fries and pie, plays a starring role in a virgin sacrifice, is deflowered by his favourite Winchester, and then gets some very unpleasant news indeed.

The Day the World Went Away [ Livejournal / PDF ]

Word count: 59,658

Summary: After being reunited with Sam and leaving Lisa, Dean is finding that adjusting back into the hunting lifestyle is harder than he thought it would be. When a particular hunt goes badly, he gets knocked out, only to awaken five years in the future. Things are definitely different; Castiel is a hunter, Sam is married and things between Dean and Castiel have gone somewhere Dean really hadn’t expected. And somewhere in all of this there is a lesson to be learned.

The Girlfriend Experience [ AO3 ]

Word count: 15,393

Summary: While it’s not like Dean hasn’t had a couple of truly regrettable hitand-runs in his sexual history, this is probably the saddest fucking thing that has ever happened to him.

 ♥ The Inexhaustible Silence of Houses [ Livejournal / PDF ]

Word count: 31,900

Summary: Almost two years after the world doesn’t end, Castiel falls from grace—and loses his voice in the process. It is the impetus for confession and change; before long, he is settling into a loving relationship with Dean, the Winchesters are tired, and hunting for a place to land has taken precedence to hunting anything else. Dean and Castiel fall in love with the strange little house on the end of Swallowtail Drive, and for a little while life is as it should be—sweet, affectionate, and beginning afresh.

But more and more Castiel sees and hears things in the house that beg the question of whether or not a place itself can be alive. The walls and rooms seem to shift and grow and breathe, and one night, Dean comes home from a hunt changed in a way that Castiel cannot explain. In the months that follow, their domestic bliss takes turns for the dark and sour, and the confusion of their circumstances will ultimately test everything Castiel knows about the man he loves, and everything he believes to be true.

 ♥ The Soul Piece [ Livejournal ]

Word count: WIP

Summary:  When a human child is born, their soul is shattered into bright gleaming pieces that scatter to the winds.

The Vessel [ Livejournal ]

Word count: 7,500

Summary: "When his vessel goes missing, Castiel turns to Dean for help." 

The Voice of the Turtledove [ Livejournal ]

Word count: 60,645

Summary: Castiel was eleven years old when he first felt there was something wrong with him. He’s twenty-nine, a Roman Catholic priest in a small New England village, before Dean Winchester shows him that there isn’t. AU.

There’s Only One Sure Thing That I Know [ AO3

Word count: 20,355

Summary: Dean doesn’t even get halfway through explaining before Bobby starts laughing. When he lets himself think about it for more than five seconds, Dean can almost see Bobby’s point: he’s faced down demons, witches, vampires, werewolves, ghosts, angels, and Satan himself and now he’s been defeated by the God damn Midwest.

 ♥ Thursday’s Child [ Dreamwidth / PDF ]

Word count: 114,000

Summary: Thursday’s child has far to go.

Twist and Shout [ Livejournal / AO3 / PDF ]

Word count: 97,000

Summary: What begins as a transforming love between Dean Winchester and Castiel Novak in the summer of 1965 quickly derails into something far more tumultuous when Dean is drafted in the Vietnam War. Though the two both voice their relationship is one where saying goodbye is never a real truth, their story becomes fraught with the tragedy of circumstance. In an era where homosexuality was especially vulnerable, Twist and Shout is the story of the love transcending time, returning over and over in its many forms, as faithful as the sea.

Waves [ AO3 ]

Word count: 54,132

Summary: Dean Winchester is the average guy: football, college, kid brother, nice car, girls and beer; his life is black and white, that is until he meets Castiel Collins: pretentious, slutty, sweater-wearing genius, who won’t even take the time to look up at him from his obscure novel while he insults him. And then everything is shades of gray and Dean is drowning.

White Winter Hymnal [ Livejournal ]

Word count: 23,205

Summary: AU. Writer!Dean walks into a café late at night on Christmas Eve, looking for inspiration for his next novel. Instead he finds librarian!Cas.






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